Saturday, December 16, 2006
helloooo. =)(this post will be super drama and just me talking sense[my idea of sense anyway =p] so if your the uninterested kind then.. don't bother!! oh and, you might have to highlight to read some colours. =))well, i was thinking since i'm really free and stuff..i might as well blog a proper post, instead of the usual 'hahahaha' nonsense i always do. =pits not that i don't like the hahaha nonsense its just i don't have alot of time to post nice entries like this!so its normally full of my nonsense! oh and i wanna make this post COLOURFUL too.if not, plain black or just plain bright colours gets pretty damn boooooooooring!hmm.. i don't know what to say now actually.alot of things happened recently and.. i just realised that i kinda 'grew' from everything that happened.though like the things might be really bad or really good or whatever.for now i'm just happy that i'm starting to love and treasure the people who really matter around me more and more!=) like my family. and my friends, who have been here for me ALWAYS!just everyone really.. thanks for the friendship and love and all. =)i'll be the best friend i can be!! thats a promise.i feel all inspired now. haha well actually i'm gonna be more holy.[don't laugh. i'm SEEERIOUS.=)]like pray loads, and just be a better person lah. and i don't wanna fall in love. or like anyone. i decided already.. not worth it at this point of time.but i guess i kinda only realised after my mum talked to me. and (i know this gonna sound really weird but) i talked to god and stuff and yeah i realised lah.hmmm. i don't know what else.oh oh i'm serious abt being a better person. shall not bitch so much! =)and help do chores in the house. you know, yesterday i folded clothes for mummy!!i feel so nice. haha but yeah parents getting old so they need help so.. i'll help lah!my sister's like really proud of me all. she told me yesterday. yay. =)i'm being so very REFLECTION-ny its kinda scary!today was a boring but relaxingly nice day, my family all stayed home to watch movies and shows and eat cakes and stuff.getting all fat. nvm, i'll diet tmr. for sure! i mean i went without food for 2 days already this week!so i guess thats all i have to say. i mean i can't come up with anymore 'serious' stuff to say!gonna take care of my sis now, she's sick.i'm feeling kinda sick too actually.you know, monthly thing. =phaha alrights i'm off!love loads,
rachel! =D
not today;
10:17 AM;
